I... have only a few friends lean on.
It's mainly because my bashful personality.(and I foolishly think people might know without saying it, which is definitely not true.)
I am not good at making friends and really bad at(gauche) maintaining it.
hardly ever say hello, I didn't really mean I don't care of them, though.
I... have a friend and lately talked him on phone as it was begining of year.
It... was very pleased talking to him and knowing how he is doing then we said we should keep in touch more often than we've been used to do, we both well know IT MIGHT NOT HAPPEN THOUGH.
.... I met him first at the age of 20 than we become 31 now.
about decade ago, we both had F on certain subjects and AFRAID(but never had plans) what might happen in our future.
Now, he is working at Hyundae heavy industry and going out with a bank clerk.
Now, I become a father of 7yrs boy and hopeless male nurse.
Living for 30yrs I had never known what happen even near future, and I will not.
But I am sure about one thing, I can change the future by what I am doing NOW.
I am going ahead.
