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I... had a dream... or
Nurse Juno™
2011. 4. 10. 03:43
I...had a dream... or
I may live in a nightmare.
In that dream, I was stuck in a narrow square shaped tunnel only about 70cm in diameter, so that I was not freely turn myself, I was barely able to going forward or backward.
Funny thing was that I headed in not by others but by myself believing that it is the only way out. Then being stuck somewhere in the middle, couldn't go neither backward nor forward beginning to feel difficult to breath.
더 거지같은건, someone did close a door I came in maybe on purpose then gone away. Now I was not only stuck in the middle of dark, 냄새나는(악취가 풍기는) and scare hole but also felt dizzy, nausea and hard to breath perhaps due to a hay fever.
I cried and cried for a while then endeavour to convince myself to be optimistic, repeating myself the magin words 'everything will be fine' but again found myself misserably crying again.
Now I woke up from the bad dream into a real nightmare because that nightmare was a such vivid metaphor of my reality.
If it was just a dream, it would be such a nightmare that I never want have ever again. I know, however, it is neither a dream nor nightmare. It is a mere little hill I have to get over.
그래도 다행인건, within certain time, it is promised that I will be rescued from this hell like tunnel, moreover, there are so many people waiting out there to support me regardless of matters I need, besides, Thankfully, there are so many people, IN FACT MOST OF PEOPLE I KNOW, sincerely believing that I can get over this predicament.
I still hear those people shouting in order to cheer me up.
I DO KNOW THAT I AM 'THE SECOND MOUSE' THAT CRAWLED OUT OF A BUCKET OF CREAM.
Two little mice fell in a bucket of cream. The first mouse quickly gave up and drowned. The second mouse, wouldn't quit. He struggled so hard that eventually he churned that cream into butter and crawled out. Gentlemen, as of this moment, I am that second mouse.
- From the movie 'Catch me if you can' -
I may live in a nightmare.
In that dream, I was stuck in a narrow square shaped tunnel only about 70cm in diameter, so that I was not freely turn myself, I was barely able to going forward or backward.
Funny thing was that I headed in not by others but by myself believing that it is the only way out. Then being stuck somewhere in the middle, couldn't go neither backward nor forward beginning to feel difficult to breath.
더 거지같은건, someone did close a door I came in maybe on purpose then gone away. Now I was not only stuck in the middle of dark, 냄새나는(악취가 풍기는) and scare hole but also felt dizzy, nausea and hard to breath perhaps due to a hay fever.
I cried and cried for a while then endeavour to convince myself to be optimistic, repeating myself the magin words 'everything will be fine' but again found myself misserably crying again.
Now I woke up from the bad dream into a real nightmare because that nightmare was a such vivid metaphor of my reality.
If it was just a dream, it would be such a nightmare that I never want have ever again. I know, however, it is neither a dream nor nightmare. It is a mere little hill I have to get over.
그래도 다행인건, within certain time, it is promised that I will be rescued from this hell like tunnel, moreover, there are so many people waiting out there to support me regardless of matters I need, besides, Thankfully, there are so many people, IN FACT MOST OF PEOPLE I KNOW, sincerely believing that I can get over this predicament.
I still hear those people shouting in order to cheer me up.
I DO KNOW THAT I AM 'THE SECOND MOUSE' THAT CRAWLED OUT OF A BUCKET OF CREAM.
Two little mice fell in a bucket of cream. The first mouse quickly gave up and drowned. The second mouse, wouldn't quit. He struggled so hard that eventually he churned that cream into butter and crawled out. Gentlemen, as of this moment, I am that second mouse.
- From the movie 'Catch me if you can' -