well... Like I mentioned before, I went to a monthly meeting of hospital I am belong to...
In the meeting they told me what they thought when they hired and what they are thinking of me now.
well... as you know obviously, I am not supposed to work over 5 to 6 months in there however, they already have had plans such as 'how WE(!) carry out the matter we might face in near future'.
I really had to say 'yes', or such word like 'that's a wonderful idea' ... and so on in order to make them to feel 'I AM YOUR MAN'.
well... I... needed a job.
I needed a place to learn what and how to do when I work on the hospital.
Therefore I had to say that I gonna work there permanently or at least 2 to 3 years.
Now, I feel such a guiltiness.
Once ago, one of my friends told me that the most important thing for a nurse is the honesty and I am totally against on it in order to be a nurse.
What a irony!
As much as I know how they are thinking of me, I feel sorry for them and feel bad.
I'm not sure how long I gonna work there and what I could do for them but I think I should do my best not to be sorry again when I leave.
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